Well its been a very long and emotional road for me lately, after everything and finally being diagnosed with severe endo
6 weeks after my lap and i am still getting twinges and endo pain but now on my left ovary, i am so worried i have another cyst on the left, i have the right ovary scheduled to be removed i would be devastated if i have to remove the other as well
just so fed up with this pain want a magic wand to magic this endo away.
Miss working thanks to endo i can no longer do that, it is just too painful to walk and sit up at a desk to work, i miss my life, my friends and the things i use to be able to do i miss it all atm, this decision of the ovary is so hard, i am so scared that this will take away my chances of having another child. My con thinks my best option is a hysterectomy but i cannot bear the thought of never being able to conceive a child again.
Its all getting so on top of me with the pain and all these decisions, i am so tired of being so strong for everyone else and nobody understanding how it effects me.
Sorry everyone just needed to rant i am so fed up right now with life. xx