hey francis im glad your feeling a bit brighter today. Its horrible when those feeling come on you and you dont know what to do. I feel exactly the same when people say to me "sure you've had your op so how come your still having pain" i feel like crying and screaming - but whats the point nobody understands other than the family we have on here
The most hurtful thing is when people say that you will soon be back to normal, they have no idea that we wont probably ever feel normal again - and to be honest probably have no idea what normal actually is!!!!
I hope your feeling better now hun. thinkin of you