Feel like such a bother

[sonje]

After all the horrible syptoms of endeo, the stress of worrying about the op, the laporoscapy and laser treatment and still feeling like crap after the op.

I feel like such a wimp dealing with this pain, 5 weeks after. I have two small children that I am struggling to keep up with. I am sick of pain killers and moaning to my family, I just want to be back to normal.

My gyneocologist was so understanding to my symptoms at first, and I thought thank goodness some one understands!!!! However now as I am still in pain I dread picking up th phone to ask him advice as he must think 'oh no not her again'!!!

However he is a man!!!!
Sonje

[Sharon30]

Oh hun if its one thing your not is a bother! this is your health don't ever feel afraid of picking up the phone and telling the dr your not well you have to put you first because they certainly won't

in the world of endo sufferers I'm afraid that never giving up on getting at the drs is never an option

Good luck

Sharon
x

[sonje]

Hi Sharon, thanks for your kind words of support.

When I spoke to the doc yesturday he said I was an unusual case!!!!!

I feel normal when I am this wesite!!!!

I cant even walk my kids to school I feel so useless!!!!

Sonia x

[shrimp]

oh sonia

your not useless - i understand cos i have 2 yr old twins and life is a real struggle with endo pain and i also have fibromyalgia so coming to grips and learning to live with that also.....

i have days where i feel like no one would notice if i wasnt here cos i cant do amything some days and not much others...but of course i would be missed - who would feed the dog ??

shrimp xx